"As Fast As She Can"

Sometimes I feel like Ted Mosby...

All Ted wants in life is to find love. He surrounds himself with his family.. Marshall and Lily- who have the relationship he wants.. Barney- his polar opposite, a womanizer who is scared of a real relationship and then there is Robin- the one that got away...

All the people in his life are happy.. in every aspect.. He, on the other hand, is happy in every aspect of his life except one.. he hasn't found the love of his life.

I look around at the people I surround myself with and they have all found their Marshall or Lily. I keep wondering when I am going to find my Marshall or if my Marshall even exist. Honestly I am so happy for each and everyone one of them, but sometimes it is hard to be around them because it just reminds me of what I don't have and how far away I am to finding it....

"Okay, I am going to say something out loud that I have been doing a pretty good job of not saying out loud lately. What you and Tony have, what I thought for a second you and I had, what I know Marshall and Lily have, I want that. I do. I keep waiting for it to happen. I am waiting for it to happen. I guess I am just tired of waiting. And that is all I am going to say on that subject..."--> Ted Mosby